today is the day

you know that feeling when you wake up, if you have something "big" that day? like that... "today is the day" feeling? I have got that today. I see the rheumatologist today at 3. Dr. Spalding, to be exact. I'm not that nervous, which kind of surprises me, and I'm not very anxious. I'm just... in that state, where I know that today is important. I know that today is a day of many big decisions. But I'm trusting that Jesus will lead me down His Paths, and help me make the decisions, as well as grant the doctors wisdom. I'm praying that He would grant me and my family peace, comfort, and joy. I will post after the appointment. Thank you for all your prayers.