mini-melt

mini meltdown today. you know those days, where you start to think about the "whole" picture, of just your life, instead of god's whole picture, and you get overwhelmed? i had that this afternoon. especially after school starting, and my hip, and the POTS, and everything else... and it was so overwhelming. like, no light at the end of the tunnel anymore. and then jesus came through in perfect timing. i got a phone call from CG... (if you are reading this... thank you. jesus really worked through you. it was in his perfect timing. and you have been such an amazing blessing these last months. thank you for all you do!) and jesus really worked through that. it was just relieving, to just talk it all out. and have someone actually there listening! instead of just thinking through things in my head! and jesus made it really clear to me that i don't ask for nearly enough help. (one word for that... pride), physically, emotionally and spiritually. so with lots of prayer, i'm trying to work on that!
the journey is tough. but so worth it.
jesus is good. so so good.