today's prayer

i've had 7 doctors appointments, since monday. it's been a really rough week, and i'm struggling and tired and weak tonight... and this is my prayer...

jesus, i thank you for tonight. i thank you for my health issues. lord, i know you have placed them in my life for a reason and for your glory. and so tonight, amidst my confusion, frustration, fear, worry, and broken, worn-down heart, i'm relying on you to get me through. and i am thanking you, for my pain, my struggles, all the bumps in my path, and my tears tonight. i want to thank you for the ways you are at work in my life, and the amazing extremes you've gone to, to get my attention. i want to thank you for the support system you've given me. and jesus, i will admit tonight that i am struggling. that i am weak. that i am tired and frail... and my body is sick. but i also will admit tonight that in my weakness i am finding your strength, and i am learning the new wonders of your mercy and grace. i give you my life, once again, tonight. i am not my own. i am yours. hold me, mold me, use me for your glory. i love you, daddy! no matter what. it's in the precious name of jesus i pray, amen.